i'm horrible at goodbyes. i do have to say that it's much easier to be the one leaving than to be the one being left behind. even with that said, the past 2 days have been tough. leaving montgomery was a breeze. leaving the people we met...not so much. i completely embarrassed the yahoos at our last crossfit class by acting like a big gigantic cry baby in front of the trainers. it's not just leaving my crossfit family. but it's knowing that there will be no new crossfit family for awhile. not that i can't crossfit. just that everything will be so temporary for the next few months or more. no real home. no real ward. no real crossfit gym. no real school. no real desire to meet or talk to or interact with people.
anyway, many apologies if you didn't get a goodbye, or if i was grumpy when you came to help, or if i ignored your phone calls, or if i didn't act like i would miss you. no worries. i cried while you weren't looking. and because i lack the communication skills to tell you how i feel, i have this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzrGFQysfYU
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I so know how you feel!
When we moved here it was to a temporary house, temporary ward, etc. I had no desire to meet or connect with anyone.
Even now that we've moved to a house and a ward etc, I know it's not permanent. It's so hard!
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