1.28.2009

the leaf has been turned

i've always hated the whole hype about one year ending and a new one beginning. i've never understood why we are only supposed to make new goals and resolutions once a year. i thought we were supposed to be constantly trying to strive to something better and achieve what's next. but then i get stuck in a rut when i feel like i'm 'committing' to the same thing over and over and over again. maybe it's better than not committing at all?? i haven't decided yet.

i have once again restructured our daily schedule, redesigned the kids' lesson plans, and revamped the school process. i wonder how many stinkin' times i'm going to do this? and i keep wondering if i'm reinventing the wheel? or if these changes every few months are helping anything at all. well, we'll see in about 10 years or so whether anyone is happy with the outcome. but for now, we start a new system yet again on monday. who knows how long we'll stick to this one or if we'll accomplish any more than we did with the last. but at least the change creates a renewed sense of dedication in everyone.

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