as i should be leaving the house for church, i'm sure blogging isn't the best thing to be doing.  and all the chaos in my head doesn't seem to be spitting out in the form of words.  so i'm not quite sure while i'm sitting in front of the screen typing. 

christmas approaches fast.  there will be no tree, no decorations, no presents... well, at least in the abode where we are crashing at the moment.  but we'll have christmas.  just someplace else.  we'll visit the strip on christmas eve as we did a few years ago.  we'll be together.  and i'm trying to remind myself that is what's important.  although, i think i approach a nervous breakdown every other day. 

soon we will have a place to call our own.  not a house i mean.  just a place.  a place that means something to us and a place that is special to the 7 of us.

i did have a great birthday celebration with some absolutely fabulous friends.  some that i hold very dear.  and even though i wasn't crazy about getting older, my doc is still crazy about me and i'm grateful.

howz that for some random spew on a sunday morning....